we know that it is only while we are in these physical vehicles (bodies) that we can learn the lessons needed to complete our own individual transition, as well as to complete our task of offering the kingdom of heaven to this civilization one last time. we take good care of our vehicles so they can function well for us in this task, and we try to protect them from any harm. we fully desire, expect, and look forward to boarding a spacecraft from the next level very soon (in our physical bodies). there is no doubt in our mind that our being 'picked up' is inevitable in the very near future. but what happens between now and then is the big question. we are keenly aware of several possibilities. it could happen that before that spacecraft comes, one or more of us could lose our physical vehicles (bodies) due to 'recall,' accident, or at the hands of some irate individual. we do not anticipate this, but it is possible. another possibility is that, because of the position we take in our information, we could find so much disfavor with the powers that control this world that there could be attempts to incarcerate us or to subject us to some sort of psychological or physical torture (such as occurred at both ruby ridge and waco). it has always been our way to examine all possibilities, and be mentally prepared for whatever may come our way. for example, consider what happened at masada around 73 a.d. a devout jewish sect, after holding out against a siege by the romans, to the best of their ability, and seeing that the murder, rape, and torture of their community was inevitable, determined that it was permissible for them to evacuate their bodies by a more dignified, and less agonizing method. we have thoroughly discussed this topic (of willful exit of the body under such conditions), and have mentally prepared ourselves for this possibility (as can be seen in a few of our statements). however, this act certainly does not need serious consideration at this time, and hopefully will not in the future. the true meaning of 'suicide' is to turn against the next level when it is being offered. in these last days, we are focused on two primary tasks: one - of making a last attempt at telling the truth about how the next level may be entered (our last effort at offering to individuals of this civilization the way to avoid 'suicide'); and two - taking advantage of the rare opportunity we have each day - to work individually on our personal overcoming and change, in preparation for entering the kingdom of heaven.